Uhhh!i freakin hate her!as in!i’ve never been pissed off to somebody my entire life..but this one really burst my anger.i did not expect this to happen and I don’t know what’s up for tomorrow between the two of us.i guess I won’t talk to her and even care.i’m tired of her selfishness,rude words. I’m just sick and tired of it! I just hope and pray that she’ll change her bad attitudes.
What’s deep down inside is more important than anything in this world.
it's really happy to be happy
but what things would really make a person happy?
for me...many things actually.
i'm happy i do not think all the pressure and stressful days being a student in stc.haha.pero masaya rin magcram cause you get to really exert your effort and lahat na talaga para matapos ang sobran daming requirements.
i'm happy too when i'm with my yfc family especially kapag kasama ko si buddy.she's my person through the times i feel sad.even though we don't get the time to really have a heart2heart talk...the simple laughter she gives to me means a lot. ayen too!she's the person who gives me advices about life and about....basta un na un.haha.
my kada also gives me the perfect high.whenever i'm with them...i can share all the things i've been through the day.
happy rin ako if i could get the time to surf the net, party from time to time pero syempre may mga limitations.haha.
yeah i got that from ayen...while chatting with her.that's the perfect phrase that could explain the situation i'm in right now.
the past week was so boring cause i don't experiece any failure or extreme happiness but this monday..parang binagsakan ako ng sobrang daming problema.i hope this would just past away and everything would be back to the way it used to be.i always experience a kind of failure sa studies, sa family even sa friendship...i think i never did a great thing in my life. all i wish for right now is peace of mind.i have questions in mind that cries for simple answers. ganun ba tlaga ang life?dapat nahihirapan ka so that you could be a stronger person?why were we not created as is na lang para di na mahirap.
i care for my friends so much.i wanted to really show that i'm there for them the time they feel so bad not expecting that they'll do the same to me.grabe everything's temporary nga lang talaga.change is inevitable and i need to accept that one from now on.....
i hate being sad
-after a suupderbad week-
*i'm feeling the energy!
done with my talumpati for pinoy.gosh!kinabahan sa simula but eventually nawala rin throughout the end.haha.it's a nice feeling when ur done with something that you know you did a great job at.
F.U.L.F.I.L.L.M.E.N.T.
i hope this happiness won't fade away at once.just let me seize this feeling.please;D
some of the casts
tough day.:(
pinagalitan ako ng isang teacher...and suuper buong period pinaparinggan lang ako sa mistakes na ginawa.i was trying not to cry in front of everyone cause that's a total shame.(and i did experienced that one back then). i was waiting for the subject to end cause i could not ease the pain anymore. after that i sat on the floor,hid and let the tension fall down my eyes.
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it has been a long time since i cried...and i never imagined that this would happen in my 3rd year life.i thought this year would be great...unfortunately,everything came out to be the opposite one.only in this year i felt hopeless in reaching for a certain i goal i want. i don't know why i keep on striving for it.possibly because i could i feel even my darkness eating me up..there's still chance of surviving this craZY stuff.
i'm tired of thinking....hoping...living?oh my!am i the one who's writing this one?will this be the result of such an embarrassment you just could not forget?
but well in the other hand...i realized that in times of despair...only your true friends could satisfy the comfort you are yearning for all this time.and i found that one!thank GOD!thank you CARPACKS. AND SPECIAL THANKS TO MY BESTY!LOVE YOU!YOU REALLY TRY TO MAKE THINGS BETTER IN A WAY.HAHA:))i'll miss you!
having heard the bad news from my mom..i was(can't say if i was frightened)shocked(i guess that's the right word).my dad's bag was stolen from the car just this evening. it happened while they were at this mall. gio was the one who told my parents about it cause i think he was the first one who recognized it.right now..i feel that life is not that safe anymore...anything could happen.
when i was just a kid...it seems that life is so simple.life is carefree and full of happiness cause you get want you want and everyone says the beautiful words that would please your ears.but with what's happening right now...it is exactly the opposite.do we really have to experience everything in life even though it's painful and tragic?will that experience bring color to my life....and would turn my life into something better?
UH.i wish everything would just be simple but happy. i miss the old days where in you just perceive life with beauty and mystery
