happily ever after

-after a suupderbad week-
*i'm feeling the energy!

done with my talumpati for pinoy.gosh!kinabahan sa simula but eventually nawala rin throughout the end.haha.it's a nice feeling when ur done with something that you know you did a great job at.

F.U.L.F.I.L.L.M.E.N.T.

i hope this happiness won't fade away at once.just let me seize this feeling.please;D

tgif!:twilight fever

some of the casts

i watched twilight with my sisters.haha.grabe while watching the movie..super kinikilig ako.grabe.pero siyempre di ako pwedeng sumigaw at magwala doon.so i controlled myself until the movie ends.grabe the music was great and i had lots of favorite scenes.ilove the scene when they were playing..grabe suuper hot lang nila lahat don.i also love when robert tried to save bella from the guys...haha:))i love his car!anyway..when it ended my emotions bursted out.i keep on talking and gigling soo much.haha.super!hanggang makababa na kami ng escalator...i still could feel the fever.i think i'm kind of the person who gets in love with something...super ang emotion.but well through the help of my sisters, i finally stop.

i wasn't expecting that i would love the movie.i guess i'm a movie-kind-of person.i get attached to something when i see it visually rather than just reading the book.pero infareness the twilight saga was the only collection i finished compared to hp.and i think it was worth it!love twilight suuper!i jsut thank that it's friday..end of the week and time for me to rest from such a heavy and stressful weak.hay!well goodluck na lang pagbalik sa skul....eveything would be back to the usual thing.:(


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well for the moment....i'll treasure this high i'm experiencing right now.


"when you live forever,what will you live for?"

hopeless dreamer

tough day.:(

pinagalitan ako ng isang teacher...and suuper buong period pinaparinggan lang ako sa mistakes na ginawa.i was trying not to cry in front of everyone cause that's a total shame.(and i did experienced that one back then). i was waiting for the subject to end cause i could not ease the pain anymore. after that i sat on the floor,hid and let the tension fall down my eyes.

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it has been a long time since i cried...and i never imagined that this would happen in my 3rd year life.i thought this year would be great...unfortunately,everything came out to be the opposite one.only in this year i felt hopeless in reaching for a certain i goal i want. i don't know why i keep on striving for it.possibly because i could i feel even my darkness eating me up..there's still chance of surviving this craZY stuff.

i'm tired of thinking....hoping...living?oh my!am i the one who's writing this one?will this be the result of such an embarrassment you just could not forget?

but well in the other hand...i realized that in times of despair...only your true friends could satisfy the comfort you are yearning for all this time.and i found that one!thank GOD!thank you CARPACKS. AND SPECIAL THANKS TO MY BESTY!LOVE YOU!YOU REALLY TRY TO MAKE THINGS BETTER IN A WAY.HAHA:))i'll miss you!

old days

having heard the bad news from my mom..i was(can't say if i was frightened)shocked(i guess that's the right word).my dad's bag was stolen from the car just this evening. it happened while they were at this mall. gio was the one who told my parents about it cause i think he was the first one who recognized it.right now..i feel that life is not that safe anymore...anything could happen.

when i was just a kid...it seems that life is so simple.life is carefree and full of happiness cause you get want you want and everyone says the beautiful words that would please your ears.but with what's happening right now...it is exactly the opposite.do we really have to experience everything in life even though it's painful and tragic?will that experience bring color to my life....and would turn my life into something better?


UH.i wish everything would just be simple but happy. i miss the old days where in you just perceive life with beauty and mystery

victory party at ateneo

yesterday was a great day for me.my going to ateneo was not really planned...but thank God I was able to.haha:)i first went to my bestfriend's house.....nakisabay sa service niya.hay!grabe!soobrang hiyang-hiya ako.:(anyway...when we got there..we ate first dinner???or merienda?i don't know..basta pinakain kami ni tita.(we got there mga 6:30 na ata).then we went upstairs...had some bonding kwentuhan to d'max.we were there for about 2 hours cause we're still waiting for her dad and kuya to come home.akala ko nga di na kami matutuloy kasi sobrang late na nung dumating sila.since my plan to go to ateneo was not really "planned" i don't have anything to wear.:(pero syempre di ako pinabayaan ni bes.i was hesitating to try the clothes she was giving to me..kasi hello di un kasiya.ang payat kaya ni pam.wahah!pero aun!nagkasya siya.:))i love it!

so there...tito peter drove the car....we were with tita,pauleen and kuya pets.

pagdating namin sa ateneo.....people were talking about the mud in the field at saying"pare....ang putik..di worth it".so parang ako..
NOOOOO!!!!!
pero syempre...kahit anong mangyari..i still need to go to that bonfire event. grabe ang masasabi ko lang sobrang daming tao.

when we got to the field.i realized "makilig part 2 ito".grabe ang putik talaga.as in literal na putik.i don't know how we survived that night but i guess if you really want something...despite whatever obstacle you meet...you'll persevere to get it....and we did!HOORAY!

right after the bonfire and the coool and awesome fireworks my mom called and told me that I needed to go already.(they were also there).they were at the left side of the stage so we needed to cross again this muddy field. grabe doon naputol ang sandals ko.ang malas ko naman talaga nog.luckily i still have my pe shoes so aun nagpalit ako.ang ewan lang kasi sabi ng kuya ni pam dapat nagpaa na lang kami and doon na lang ako nagpalit ng shoes....and after ko masuot ung shoes doon ko lang na realize that tama un!hay!ewan.malas lang talaga.hahaha:))


so there i thank them and we bid our goodbyes to one another.

we looked for a place where we/i could wash my dark brown pe shoes.we went to starbucks and my mom treated the 3 of us....and this concludes my tuesday evening.

great memories:
muddy field
admu
people with blue shirts
bonfire
awesome fireworks
basketball players
chris tiu:"BELIVE IT OR NOT....THIS ONE'S A PINOY RECORD"

oral blog

sharing moment.

for the past few days.....my sister is bugging me with all her questions about life.i'm not saying that she's emo or something....she's just dealing with a lot of stufs about her friends-love-chuva-concerns.ewan ko...basta sobrang labo niya.pero as her sister....i should be there for her.kahit sobrang masakit na ang tenga ko sa pakikinig sa mga thoughts niya....tinitiis ko lang lahat ng iyon.yeah!sisterly love.

to all my sister's friends....please help her.haha!joke!no....what i mean is....she's looking for someone to talk to right now who could give her simple advices.di pa siya nakontento sa akin eh.haha.joke!peace ate bea!


anyway....i hope maging normal na siya and wish ko....happiness ever after.


favorite line of my sister:"life is hard....parang rock"

just want to let it out

i can't believe it.i survived another week full of stress and work.i think i sound so tired with this one.haha.anyway...though i'm really tired...but still needs to prepare some stuffs for our reco on monday(ang bilis ng araw)masaya naman ako.i can't find specific words to describe this week but i guess from the weeks i had.....this one' s the best.
reasons:
1.i had my monologo:i was Pilosopo Tasyo.it was a hard one cause i needed to speak like a lolo all throughout the play and after that one...my throat hurts.i had fun doing my monologo.
2."chris tiu and me moving in the speed of light"-joke from bea bayani.for the last two days...i've been singing this line each subject and i just can't stop it!and can't control myself from laughing out loud!
3.i'm reading books already!yeah for me that's an achievement!haha
the only thing that i did not like was during our interaction with some rep.of Claret(for our social interaction).i'm not being mean to them or whatsoever....but i just did not like what it turned out duirng our meeting.huh!that guy really pissed me off!

*"grades are hard to accept but a reality one must face"

-insight for english activity about grades

blank mind

10:20 pm......still awake and thinking of many things.

i'm supposed i should be sleeping already at this time but still here i am...alone finishing all the stuffs i needed to pass tomorrow(deadline...cramming mode).sometimes i'm good with cramming cause i get to stretch out my capacities to finish a certain endeavor at the most shortest time.i needed still to work on my computer assignment(i really need to excel in computer this second quarter):(.anyway....i still have to study for a long test on soc.sci and a short quiz on geom.huh!i can feel it!this is third year life!thank God we'll be having the planning for our social interaction tomorrow.waah!a time to escape classes>HAHAH.pero grabe hassle ang preparations...soobra.
sobrang nakakainis lang na kailangan pang mag-isip ng creative program para maging masaya at efficient ang interaction.good luck na lang bukas kung may ma-present pa kami.haha.


BTW...i need to make an introduction for our prayer service in rel...which is about names.i don't know what to write.....can't bring out words to tell that names are important.DEADLINE NA RIN BUKAS:(.i just wanted time to pass by(quickly)para weekend na.haha:))pero ika nga nila....cease every moment.

*listening to music to keep me wake

isang katangi-katanging araw bilang isang junior.

nakalimutan ko tong tapusin.:D

di ko akalain na junior na nga ako.haha:)grabe parang isang araw napakaraming quizzes tapos minsan sunud-sunod pa un subjects na may quizzes.and take note...ang english namin nagbigay ng 6 assignments.di ba maisip ng mga teachers na marunong mapagod ang gma students.at di lang naman isang subject ang inaaral namin eh.haaay!i want a break!i jus wish all my sufferings would have a great pay at the end.:D

i need to read noli me tangere and make a summary for chapters 1-32.waah!ang sakit na ng kamay ko.then may assignment pa sa algebra.LORD!SANA meron na lang akong powers na gawin to lahat ng sabay-sabay na walang kapagod-pagod.:((

mood: tired,exhausted,hopeless

penelope

i watched this movie and it was so great.it's about a curse given to the first daughter born to the aristocratic Wilhern family would be having a nose of a pig.and that was Penelope basically.i'm not really good in giving movie reviews...:(but you guys got to see this!i swear!you'll love it!:d

"It's not the power of the curse,but the power you give to the curse."
"what makes us different, makes us beautiful."

grabe!na attached ako sa movie na to.thanks to tasha for lending me this one.

a game date with gela and andrea

sobrang saya ko nitong araw na to.saturday ang game against up ng ateneo.thank God1..kung hindi...malamang di ako pinayaga.gosh!nilibre pa kami ng ninong ni gela...since bday naman niya kasi on july 21.(happi bdaaaay gelgel!>>>>yan na ang tawag ng iii-4 sa kanyan.haha):)).tapos when we got there....ang haba ng pili ng mga kotse.sobrang dami talaga ng tao.papasok na kami ng venue...tapos may guy from jollibee who actually asked us to have a picture dun sa booth nila."barkada" picture daw un.haha.okaaay natawa ako.anyways...after that he asked againg for another picture kasi daw na"delete" ung first picture.haha.we were joking him that we should have a free food from them.mahal magpapicture with a sikat ah!haha:))okaay!.

the game began.....

i wasn' that aware of the game...nakafocus ako sa pagpicture kay tiu and sige na nga with the other players na rin.haha.pilit eh!.grabee.the cheerleader guy beside us was so loud.he keeps on talking...and well cheering for the team.haha.grabe kung ano ano na lang sinasabi niya about UP. hay ganyan talaga.tapos grabe lang ung mga tao sa likod namin. sobrang murahan talaga.well maybe that's their way of expressing their excitement towards the game.soobarng iba lang talaga when i'm watching sa tv and when it's live. i like better when it's LIVE.

the game finished.....



we went out trying to use our sources to have a picture with the players.it was hard to wait for them...pero okie na rin since i'll never know when i could watch again. and syempre we had a picture with them.:Dhay!at after many years...umulan na at lahat wala pa rin si tiu!haaay!is he really worth the time???haha:))oo naman noh!grabe nung nakita ko siya..for the second time...i was really happy.haha:))unforgettable day talaga to.he talked to me..okie so masaya na ako dun noh!haha:))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GELAAA!I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH!THANKS FOR THE TREAT!I HAD SO MUCH FUN.!

the most tiring day of my life

i'm so tired..and stressed of all these loads from school.we played games at pe last tuesday(duck walk,frog jump..etc)so why do we need to do this?she said its for our "gymnastic preparations".grabeeee!after that day,we were all complaining having these mucle aches.gosh!until now...i have them and it is killing me!also i have to study for pinoy....these very long biography of rizal.hay!sana kasi diba di siya ganung malapit sa girls.haha.anyways,...i also have quizzes for chem,geom and music.waah!i just wish i could make everything smooth sailing.i don't like being stressed.i hate thinking a lot..it kills my mind.i just wish i could have a day at a beach.....all by myself...a time i could relax and just regain the energy i need to have.






..i would just sleep and hopefully wake up at 3 in the morning to study for pinoy.:D
i need ENERGY!

visit to the community

2 times kaming nagpalihan for last week.grabee!masaya un diba?!haha.pero nung pumunta na kami sa community...sobrang napagod ako agad.nakita ko pa lang ung mga bata na tuturuan namin...nawalan na ako ng energy!tapos...sobrang tahimik nung ibang bata.ung iba naman intense ang pagkaingay.and ayoko nun!goosh!nakakapagod kaya magsaway ng bata!tapos sobrang init pa diba.and take note:part ako ng MULAT group.kami ung mga students na magtuturo.and ung topic ba naman any tungkol sa GLOBAL WARMING.okaaY!pano kaya maiintindihan ng isang bata un diba?well...sana naintindihan naman nila.grabee challenge talaga to para sa akin..and siguro naman sa iba rin. ngayon ko naisip na hindi talaga ako magiging teacher someday.soori:D

syempre kapag palihan...di mawawala jan ang picture moments.

what's GOING ON?!

this week was not a blast>;(i thought that with my new set of classmates it would just be normal for everyone to be shy and would not feel comfortable yet with one another. so i told myself that maybe after a week everything would be NORMAL....(everyone screaming,laughing at corny jokes,basta lahat MAINGAY.)but that "dream" class of mine did not cOme true. i heared a lot of stories from my friends from other sections that there class was so FUN. they share lots of jokes and everyone was really comfortable with their new set of classmates. so i began to think why i could not feel this same way. i began to be jealous of the happiness they feel inside those 4 corners of their classroom. also there was a teaher of ours that told us we were a boring class.that everytime she goes inside our classroom she feels heavy and bored. she also stressed that in the other section that she handles, there was never a dull moment. and well in our class, everytime was a DULL moment. i don't know how i would make my class like others.i want them to stand out and show their interest in everything that is being done inside that classroom. i hope that all the teachers that are commenting this negative side of iii-2 would be changed into a more positive one. waah!i just hope everything would be light and happy and would go smoothly.

i don't know

okay i had this blog thing because of this suuuper kulit friend of mine.her name is ayen.
i don't usually write things about the events in my life....but since pinilit ako ni ayen..magpopost na rin ako.haha:))
anyways..ayen!may utang ka sa akin ah!ilibre mo ako dahil ginawan kita ng favor!okie!thanks!:D
hey sandbox!:D