hopeless dreamer

tough day.:(

pinagalitan ako ng isang teacher...and suuper buong period pinaparinggan lang ako sa mistakes na ginawa.i was trying not to cry in front of everyone cause that's a total shame.(and i did experienced that one back then). i was waiting for the subject to end cause i could not ease the pain anymore. after that i sat on the floor,hid and let the tension fall down my eyes.

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it has been a long time since i cried...and i never imagined that this would happen in my 3rd year life.i thought this year would be great...unfortunately,everything came out to be the opposite one.only in this year i felt hopeless in reaching for a certain i goal i want. i don't know why i keep on striving for it.possibly because i could i feel even my darkness eating me up..there's still chance of surviving this craZY stuff.

i'm tired of thinking....hoping...living?oh my!am i the one who's writing this one?will this be the result of such an embarrassment you just could not forget?

but well in the other hand...i realized that in times of despair...only your true friends could satisfy the comfort you are yearning for all this time.and i found that one!thank GOD!thank you CARPACKS. AND SPECIAL THANKS TO MY BESTY!LOVE YOU!YOU REALLY TRY TO MAKE THINGS BETTER IN A WAY.HAHA:))i'll miss you!